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created January 2, 2005
| I tend to
be a little retrospective this time of the year. I like to look
back at the previous year and think about my accomplishments, and I also
like to look forward to the coming year & think about what I'd like
to get done.
Financially, 2004 was
a tough year for me -- I was laid off late in 2003, and I decided not to
replace that six-figure income. This web site has grown in
popularity significantly -- at the end of 2003, we rarely ran out of the
10 Gbs of bandwidth allotted, but by the end of 2004, I had increased
the bandwidth limit to 60 Gbs, and we often ran out of that. At
the suggestion of a web site visitor, I started requesting voluntary
donations to help out with the web site expenses, and that has
worked very well. Not only has these donations helped to cover the
web site expenses, the support of my "patrons" has inspired me
to do more photography. Thanks to all of you, patrons &
visitors alike!
Photographically
speaking, 2004 was a terrific year for me. I updated the web site
nearly 20 times (compared to 10 times in 2003). And I think I've
made significant strides both in my aesthetic and my technical skills.
A special thanks goes out to the wonderful people
who have consented to pose for me. Thank you all very much -- you
were & are totally inspiring!
If you wish, you can
click here to see my "Best Of 2003" page. Presented here
is a chronological summary of the most significant images of
2004. (Note -- "significant" does not necessarily mean
"best").

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From
Jessica's First Visit
Jessica, a
favorite model of mine, is the "bookend" model for
2004 -- she was the last sitting of 2003 and also the last of
2004. I like this image for it's sensual contact.
This image became a "showcase" picture on One
Model Place.
During this sitting, I started to refine this rich style of
lighting. |
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From
Leona's Sixth Visit
Between you
& me, I never thought that I would work with one model as
much as I have with Leona. She is such a joy
to be around, she is obviously breathtaking, and I am inspired
whenever I see her. What more can you ask from a model?
She was just getting started in modeling when we first started
working together, and she was a tiny bit hesitant about posing for nude
photos -- now, she's a pro. That natural talent plus her
experience makes her a dream to photograph. She has worked with lots of
photographers, both locally & during trips. Good for
her! This
particular image was significant for me, with the soft lighting
in my back stairs, this image took on a painting-like feel for
me. I started to think about using the digital camera for
more than test images. |

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From
Lydia -- From Fetish To
Fine Art
Lydia is a
terrific model who is not local, but whenever she comes
through town, I look forward to working with her. She was
the first model to pose for me here in Oregon, back in 2002. On this
particular day, we had planned to do a little fetish
photography; I was looking to use my fine art sensuous lighting
for some light bondage photos. While we did produce some
interesting images, we weren't feeling the bondage thing, and as
the sitting progressed, Lydia removed more clothes & lost
all of her bonds, and we did some
lovely fine art nude images. We made some terrific images
of her back. For
this sitting, I
used sepia-toning enhancements to the B&W images.
I had done this off & on in the past, but I started
embracing the enhancement consistently. |
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From
Tundra:
Pet Tribute
About this
time in 2004 (late April), my old friend, Tundra, passed away,
and as part of my grieving, I put together a tribute page of
snapshots I made of her during the 14 years we had
together. I'd like to take this opportunity to thank all
of you who extended kind wishes & condolences to me.
Your thoughts were really appreciated. |
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From
Brooke's First Sitting
Brooke is a
non-local model who traveled through town -- on this day, she
was the first model in my "Model Marathon" -- 2 full
sittings with 2 different models on the same day. Brooke
is young, beautiful, and poised.
This image is
significant because it was the first digital image that I
really, really liked. Sure, it took a bit of digital
manipulation to get it to this point, but I just love the feel
of it. |

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From
Brooke & Victoria
From the
"Model Marathon", where 2 models came by for 2
sittings in the same day. Brooke arrived first, and there
was a little overlap after Victoria arrived, during which we
made images like this one. I just love the lighting (it's
difficult to light figures & faces well all at once), and I
like the sepia toning. I may never go back to untoned
B&W.
The concept
& the challenge here was to make some full-contact images of
two models that was not sexual in nature, and these two did a
terrific job.
Boy, that
marathon was exhausting. Afterwards, I was tired but
certainly happy. |
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From
Victoria's First Visit
Victoria was
the second model of my "Model Marathon". She is
very experienced, beautiful, expressive, fun, and easy to work
with. I've got to admit that by the time she & I got
to work alone (after Brooke left), I was dragging a bit, but her
energy was more than enough to pick me up. Victoria is very popular & has posed
for some of the best photographers in the world -- she was very
generous to arrange for a sitting with me.
From a
technical perspective, I love the tonality I was able to achieve
with this image.
Would I do
another Model Marathon in the future? Not if I could avoid
it -- that day was exhausting! Would I do it if it meant
an opportunity to work with Victoria again? In a second! |

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From
Leilani & Madison
After working
with Brooke & Victoria, I was inspired to try a
mildly-erotic two model sitting. After working with Lydia,
I was interested in applying some fine art lighting techniques
to this kind of theme. I had worked with these two models
before, and they were good friends, so we got together for a
good sitting. While many of the resulting images are on
pages in the "secret"
galleries, there were many, like
this one, that are available to the general public.
Working with
two models is an order of magnitude more difficult than working
with only one, but I love the play of light & shadow across
not only both model's torsos but also their faces. |
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From Jennifer's
First Visit
Ideally, all
sittings should be fun, but Jennifer's visit was incredibly enjoyable. Jennifer is a budding photographer, a nudist, and a
dancer. It was her dance abilities that contributed to a
strong, athletic figure and a special grace when posing.
My only regret is that soon after this sitting, Jennifer
traveled halfway around the world to teach English. I do
hear from her occasionally, but that's not the same thing as
being able to work with her again. By all accounts, she is
thriving in foreign lands, but we can hope that she'll return
home someday.
I just love
the power & grace of this image. I almost hate to say
it, but this image makes me want to touch her. That's all
right, I guess, because art should inspire.
(Someday,
I'm going to rework this image -- this one presented here is
cropped a bit; if I included more along the left side of the
image, you'd be able to glance at part of Jennifer's face in
shadow, and you'd be able to see her hand under her right knee.) |

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From
Brooke's Second Visit
Brooke comes
through town for a second visit, and we didn't get started well
-- she arrived on a day different from the day I expected her!
After a little initial confusion, we were both flexible and
decided to have a sitting anyway. We had a wonderful
sitting. We picked a few things from our first sitting to
build upon, and we did well.
I had worked
in my shower before, but this time was different. I
focused on using the digital camera there exclusively -- the
film camera is just too big to fit. I also experimented in
using the digital camera's pivoting / swinging LCD screen to
achieve new & unusual angles. This may also have been
the first time I dared to get the model wet. What is
sexier than a beautiful & wet model? |
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From Victoria's
Second Visit
By
coincidence, Victoria follows Brooke again for her second visit,
but this time there were a couple of weeks between sittings.
Hey, there
are no rules here, and I couldn't decide which of these two
images deserved special mention here on my "Best Of
2004" page. I like the top one for it's simple
sensuality, displaying Victoria's perfect figure & face.
But the
second one, from the "shirt dance" series is probably
more significant. It is important because I simply set up
a concept & relinquished control. Neither of us had
any idea what these images would look like, but if you don't
try, you don't do. Also of significance -- look at the
smile on Victoria's face. I ask models to strike specific
poses too often, and it is much more fun for both of us if we
just allow the model to move. Dance, Victoria, dance!!! |


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From
Ashton's First Visit
Okay, if
Victoria can get two "Best Of..." pictures, so can
Ashton. Ashton is another professional model who has posed
for some of the most important photographers in the world.
When she came through town on a six week trip to California, she
stopped by for a sitting.
The first
image is a refinement of the concept that Victoria & I
explored. For Ashton's version, I used more shadowy light,
and Ashton's longer hair made for very striking images.
You know, one patron pointed out that these movement images
represented me coming full circle. With my dance
photographs, I did almost the exact opposite -- instead of
the very short exposure afforded by the flash unit, I used very
long exposures for the dance photographs, but for each, I had to
relinquish a good deal of control. Interesting
insight! Thanks (you know who you are)!
The second
image is the start of a new area of experimentation for
me. Using the ability of my digital camera's pivoting /
swinging LCD screen, I can obtain unusual angles that I
otherwise couldn't achieve with the big bulky film camera.
Also, the wide angle setting of the digital camera is wider than
my film camera's wide angle lens. Craft some good
lighting, and we can get some interesting images. (In
fact, I am considering doing some more erotic images using this
concept -- hopefully, in 2005). |
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From Kira's First Visit
Kira is a
very lovely local model, and it was a great pleasure to meet
& work with her. But she was having a bad day, and I
failed to rise to the occasion. Sometimes, you can learn
more from your failures than from your successes, and from this
sitting, I learned to spend more energy into sitting management.
Still, Kira
& I produced lots of interesting images, despite our
struggles, and I particularly like the sensuality of this image,
which is a variation of the low angle digital style. I
also like that Kira's "naughty bits" are covered,
which is more exciting than images that are more explicit.
This may be the sexiest image I made this year. |

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From
Lindsay's First Visit
I thought a
bit about which of Lindsay's images to include here. There
were many that I liked, including the "freakishly large
hands" pictures, but in the end, I picked this one.
This sitting had a first -- I asked the model to put clothes
back on! But I just loved the low-cut style of Lindsay's
"comfy jammies", especially next to her terrific tan,
and I love the tonality I was able to achieve with this
image. It's important that one's technical ability be
sufficient to carry one's aesthetic vision, and I think I'm
getting better technically (and aesthetically).
It was also
significant for me that I made a special effort to make this
sitting fun for Lindsay (based on my experience with Kira a week
earlier), and we were very successful. Look at those
images -- we were laughing & smiling all sitting long! |
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From Jessica's
Second Visit
We are back
to Jessica -- the last sitting of 2004. Jessica is a
most impressive person. She is a terrific model and a raw
talent behind the camera. We had great fun together during
her visit. Technically, this isn't my best work, but it
may be my best from an aesthetic perspective. I love the
play of light & shadow. We know that Jessica's feet
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who are really into it, I did revert to an old habit & started
taking that digital camera around with me as I walked through
town. Check
out these non-nude images here. I should do this more.
Lessons
learned in 2004:
- One's technical
abilities must be sufficient to carry one's aesthetic vision.
I've stabilized the technical difficulties I've had in the
past. I've also learned to use the digital camera better.
There's room for improvement, but I'm making good progress.
- I've learned to
use the histogram when making adjustments to digital & scanned
film images.
- I've settled on
using a sepia toning for my B&W images.
- Fetish &
erotic photography rarely utilizes the same lighting &
techniques used in fine art photography -- this is a future
opportunity for me.
- There is a
tendency to ask models to strike specific poses, but the more
interesting pictures are those in which the photographer
relinquishes control & allows the model to move.
- I am self-taught,
taking only beginner photography classes in college. But I am
reminded of the curriculum -- beginners used SLR camera to learn
basics (exposure, development, printing, etc.); intermediate
students used view camera to learn fine controls (Zone System,
tilts, swings, fine printing, etc.); advanced students were given a
$5 plastic Diana camera to remind them that photography isn't all
technical. A very intelligent curriculum!
- It is very
worthwhile for the photographer to expend energy to be entertaining
to the model.
- There is
definitely plenty of room in "serious" fine art
photography for whimsical imagery.
- There are plateaus
of artistic achievement:
- Level 0:
Beginners are happy just to photograph someone without clothes.
- Level 1:
Photographing an interesting person without clothes.
("Interesting" does not necessarily mean
"beautiful").
- Level 2:
Photographing an interesting nude person using interesting
lighting.
- Level
3a: Photographing an interesting nude person in
interesting light doing interesting things. (I'm
here sometimes.)
- Level
3b: Photographing an interesting nude person in
interesting light in an interesting setting.
- Level 4:
Photographing an interesting nude person, in interesting light,
in an interesting setting, doing interesting things.
- Level 5:
All of the above, telling a story.
- There is more to
learn from failures, and you've got to be willing to take
chances. Conversely, don't do the same thing over & over
again.
- My visitors &
patrons are a great resource. I've gotten lots of terrific
help from them. Thanks!
Here's
hoping that 2005 is as much fun! |
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