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created June 7, 2004
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One
man's collection of essays is another man's blog. Over the years,
I've gotten lots of positive feedback about the writing -- I've got to
admit that if I was visiting this site, I'd simply look at the pictures,
myself. But people tell me that my commentary is of interest,
too. So, thus encouraged, here are some thoughts, essays, blogs,
whatever. |
| Title |
Post
Date |
Summary |
| Four
Aspects Of Photography |
May
3, 2007 |
What
does it take to be a complete photographer? |
| Name
Your Heroes |
August
14, 2005 |
Who
are your heroes? Name your top three. Here are mine, and the
thinking that made me choose these three people. Tell me yours. |
| Negotiating
Modeling Fees |
July
5, 2005 |
Many
photographer-model relationships stumble when they talk money.
Here are some thoughts & bits of advice. IMPORTANT! |
| How
Do You Find Such Beautiful Women? |
January
17, 2005 |
A
popular question, but one that inspires philosophy rather than a
recitation of facts. |
| Mystery
Photographer |
August
22, 2004 |
What
can you discern about a photographer by looking at his/her photographs? |
| Belly |
August
20, 2004 |
What
I sing in the shower |
| Old
School Photography |
June
29, 2004 |
Reminisces |
| "Summertime" |
June
7, 2004 |
Artistic
lessons learned, inspired by listening to a surprising rendition of the
Gershwin song on the piano. |
| Experienced
vs Inexperienced Models |
June
16, 2004 |
The
Pros & Cons of working with experienced & inexperienced models,
plus the best of both worlds. |
| Font
Note |
2004 |
A
Must Read! I
use a lovely font, Tempus Sans, for this web site. This note will
tell you why & where you can get it for free. |
| Tattoo
Rant |
February
18, 2008
(revised) |
How
I feel about tattoos & why I try to avoid photographing them. |
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Four
Aspects Of Photography
May 3, 2007 |
I've caught myself being inconsistent lately.
I used to always say that there are two aspects to photography that must
be kept in balance: the technical
and the aesthetic.
Technical:
Everything involved in recording the appropriate tones on photographic
paper. This involves proper exposure, development, printing (dodging
& burning), toning, scanning, editing, etc.
Aesthetic: One
can make a technical masterpiece of exceedingly boring subject matter.
Aesthetics involve the appeal & emotional impact of the image.
This includes composition, timing, lighting setup, perspective, etc.
For a long time, I was happy with all this, but I realized that I've also
been talking about a couple of additional aspects. In particular...
Managing the moment:
Choosing the exact moment to release the shutter is important, and
included in this is manaing the session to get the reaction from the model
at that perfect moment. I don't like asking a model to smile -- I
prefer to make them smile. I would rather the model reacts
than acts.
"Professionalism":
I've often stated that finding, selecting, and negotiating with models is
part of the artistic process, so the fourth aspect is how one conducts
oneself. For example, what kind of references do your models provide
for you.
My point is that a truly successful photographer needs to be skilled in
all four of these aspects. If one skill set is askew, the
photographer's abilities will be limited.
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Name
Your Heroes
August 14,
2005 |
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Here's
a brain exercise for you:
Name three people, living or dead, who you consider your top three heroes.
Explain your thinking. (Choosing family or friends is okay, I
guess, but it would be disappointing).
Here's my
top three heroes:
These
three fellows are widely known & are acknowledged as
"geniuses" of their fields, but that's not why I chose
them. I chose them because each of these folks were original
thinkers. They had a vision that was different from everyone else in
the world, and for certain significant parts of their lives, they were ostracized
for their unconventional thinking. Each paid a heavy price for
seeing things differently, but they stayed true to their vision, and in
the end, they changed the perception of the world significantly towards
their vision.
Lennon was
perhaps credited with the breakup of the most popular musical group of all
time, and perhaps that is true. But while Paul McCartney was writing
"Maxwell's Silver Hammer" (fluff), Lennon was writing "Give
Peace A Chance" (heartfelt significance). The Beatles were ridiculed for their long hair
and for their challenges to authority. Once the Beatles broke up,
Lennon was nearly deported because of his stance against the War In
Vietnam. But in the end, his voice was heard, the war ended, and we
learned to be a bit more accepting to people of dissenting opinion.
Einstein
created a whole school of physics using nothing but his observation &
his imagination. Yet, he was a German Jew in pre-World War II
Germany and had to flee his home country. A pacifist, he wrote his
famous letter to the President urging the U.S. to begin experiments in
nuclear power. Perhaps the saddest thing in the world is that the
most significant invention coming from Einstein's theories is the atom
bomb.
Ali was
triply cursed. He was hated because of his trash talking -- he made
trash talking an art. I've got to admit that I don't like trash
talking, but I've also got to admit that unlike most trash talkers, Ali
delivered on his boasts. Ali was hated & feared because of his
conversion to Muslim -- many thought he was "faking", but he
still is devoted today. Finally, he was hated because he refused
induction into the Army -- he said (something like) "No Viet Cong
never called me nigger". At the time, conventional thinking was
that anyone refusing to be drafted was a coward or a traitor, but truth be told, Ali's
stance took a lot of courage. As a result, he lost his title &
lost the ability to prize fight for what probably was the three most
productive years of his life -- still, despite all that, he stayed true to
his stance. That stance contributed to the end of a war.
I don't
see that many heroes nowadays -- I'll have to think about it more.
Instead, I see the Dixie Chicks retracting their statements about
President Bush or the Rolling Stones saying that their new song isn't
about Bush -- that's political correctness due to fear and/or greed.
That is hardly a heroic stance.
So,
who are your heroes? I'd really like to know.
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Negotiating
Modeling Fees
July
5, 2005 |
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As
I write this, there's a bit of a
brouhaha going on in the community
over modeling fees. In one
instance, a visiting "old
school" photographer is a bit
offended when a model asks for a
modeling fee for over a half day's
worth of work. In another
instance, another local photographer
has called a model's requested fee
"irrational"; worse, rather
than making a counter offer, he
brought his issues to a wide e-mail
distribution list of local
photographers & was shot down
(including some inappropriate personal
attacks). Further, in some
cases, the model's feelings were hurt,
which can be discouraging (something
no one wants).
So,
first some random observations:
-
We
photographers tend to pay models
by the amount of time spent in
front of the camera, but a model's
time commitment can be
significantly greater. For
example, for a two hour sitting, a
model might commute 90 minutes or
more each way, plus time primping (shaving,
plucking, applying makeup,
gathering wardrobe & props, etc.),
plus photographer's small talk
time. Thus, she may get paid
for two hours, but she might work
for six or more.
-
It
ain't fair, but some models are
simply worth more than
others. Models vary in their
appeal, beauty, ability to present
themselves, posing limits,
comfort, attitude, confidence, preparation,
poise, grace, and most
importantly, chemistry with the
photographer. Simply put,
some models are more valuable to a
photographer than others.
(In other words, not all high
school basketball players are
Lebron James.)
-
The
photographer who called for
"rational rates" noted
that at $100 an hour, a model
could stand to earn $200,000 per
year. Hardly!!! Most
models are lucky to get one
modeling job per week, and at most
for a couple of hours. The
best models (at my level) can earn
maybe $20,000 a year if they are
lucky, certainly not enough to
support themselves. Nearly
all of the models here earn just a
little bit of "mad
money"; very, very few of
these models are making a career
out of modeling.
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I've
noticed that as my skills
increased, I started employing
models with improved skills.
It is more likely that the
improvement in my ability as a
photographer is directly related
to the fact that I've used more experienced
models.
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I've
also noticed that models are more
flexible with their fees with
photographers of greater skills --
perhaps sad but true, beginner
photographers are not likely to
get significant breaks in modeling
fees. Or perhaps another
force is at work here -- as my
skills increased, I was better
able to treat models well, with
respect & support & joy,
and perhaps that factor, more than
my improved skill, makes models
more generous to me.
-
Sad
to say, but some photographers get
caught up in distractions &
fail to treat models as people
worthy of respect. I
understand that especially for
beginner photographers, the
technical details can be
overwhelming. But advice to
photographers -- you are
photographing a person, and if
that person isn't happy, you won't
get too many worthy images.
-
Someday,
I'll write an essay about
"keepers" and the
"keeper ratio" --
suffice to say here that with some
models, my "keeper
ratio" is higher than when I
work with others. Thus, some
models are more valuable to me
than others.
-
Models
work hard!!! Sure, you may
think that sitting around on
cushions without any clothes is
easy work, but it's not.
During the sitting, the best
models are focused. They are
flexing their muscles. They
are sucking in their tummy.
Many models have great discipline
in their diet & exercise
routines day in & day out. They are using
their creativity to interpret the
photographer's direction.
They have practiced a variety of
methods for presenting themselves.
-
Let's not forget
that models are taking the greater
risk -- society judges their
morality more strongly than they
do the photographers, and models
are occasionally prey to
unscrupulous photographers.
-
My
prediction: no one who has
posed for nude photographs will
ever be President of the United
States.
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Negotiating
a modeling fee is like any
negotiation -- know your
limits. Just because a model
feels that she needs $X, that
doesn't mean that the photographer
can afford $X. Either make a
counter offer or politely walk
away. It is quite
inappropriate to feel insulted or
to lecture a model for her
"irrational" rates.
Remember, it isn't the model's
fault that you can't afford $X.
-
Traveling
models deserve a higher rate,
because they have additional
expenses, including lodging, transportation,
food, etc.
-
Some
photographers say or think "A
model should be honored to pose
for me and shouldn't require
compensation", to
which I'd say, "Get
over yourself!".
If you think you are that good,
you are probably not growing as an
artist. A corollary:
not all models want prints or CDs,
and you shouldn't assume that such
is part of the compensation in all
cases. Remember the Golden
Rule -- treat models as you would
want yourself treated.
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If
a photographer fails to compensate
the model is some way, then the
ownership of any resulting images
can be brought into
question. Thus, model
releases & compensation in
some form are important.
-
Sure,
there are cheap models out there,
willing to pose for free or TFP
(trade for prints) or a very low
rate. These models tend to
be less experienced & less
skilled at posing. It's
probably true that you get what
you pay for. For me,
experience is very, very important
in a model -- I may occasionally
work with an inexperienced model,
but I feel that I've got to work
hard teaching them how to model,
and as a consequence, I don't get
many good images. Some
inexperienced models simply don't
even move -- you've got to talk
them through poses. At some
point, photographing a bowl of
fruit would be less frustrating.
-
I'm
willing to guess, with high
confidence, that those
photographers who complain about
high or "Irrational"
modeling rates are not very
skilled or good; conversely, those
photographers who strive to take
care of their models are much more
likely to be successful and much
more likely to get repeat sittings
from models. Further, with
past successes, models are more
likely to be generous to
photographers who have treated
them well.
-
A
life spent being generous is a
life well spent.
I've
also observed that photographers
consider many crazy things when trying
to determine a modeling fee:
| Relevant
Factors |
Irrelevant
Factors |
- Photographer
- Model chemistry
- Likelihood
of producing the desired
images with this model.
- Likelihood
of producing better than
expected images with this
model.
- What
the model has to do to
pose for you (e.g. travel,
time commitments, other
expenses).
- Nature
of the poses (e.g. nude
models tend to get paid
more than swimsuit
models).
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- Whether
the model is a full time
or part time model.
- What
other models are getting
paid.
- Whether
the model is desperate for
cash.
- Whether
the model has a full time
job, a part time job, is a
college student, etc.
- How
good the photographer
thinks he is.
- How
much the hourly rate
translates into a yearly
income (hourly rate X 40
hours a week X 50 weeks a
year).
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So,
some advice:
For
Photographers:
-
Research
the model and understand her past
work.
-
Have
a clear idea of what you want to
do, what kind of images you want
to make, and communicate this to
the model. The nature of the
sitting is a key component for the
negotiation. Don't stray from
the parameters you've laid out --
otherwise, you may find yourself
at best renegotiating the modeling fee in
the middle of the sitting (a real
turn-off, if you ask me).
Things to communicate:
-
What,
if anything, will the model be
wearing?
-
What
style are you trying to
achieve? Show the model
some examples.
-
Who
will be at the sitting?
-
How
will you use the images?
-
What
does your models release look
like?
-
How
much time will the sitting
require?
-
Where
the sitting will take place?
-
Do
you get income from your
images?
-
etc.
-
Never
change the parameters of the
sitting. It is the height of
inappropriateness to ask a
swimsuit model to pose nude at the
sitting -- stay within the limits
you've already negotiated.
-
Just
because you are having fun, that
doesn't mean that it's okay to go
over the time parameters
set. Be organized enough to
ensure that you are done on time.
-
Understand
& appreciate what you are
asking the model to do, including
her commute time, preparations,
etc.
-
Treat
your model well -- you are more
likely to have a successful
sitting with a happy model.
-
Have
a clear idea about how you want to
compensate the model.
-
I
will note & acknowledge that
some successful photographers are
in a position to pay little to
nothing to models (other than TFP).
That's fine, as long as the model
is comfortable with such an
arrangement. Two thoughts on
this:
-
Just
because a model accepts TFP
from another photographer,
that doesn't mean that she'll
accept the same arrangement
from you. That other
photographer may be offering
her images that are different
from the other images in her
portfolio.
-
Some
other factors may have
influenced the model to accept
a TFP/low priced/free
arrangement. For
example, I've bartered posing
time for web site creation,
lodging, business card
creation, and other things.
-
It
is quite possible that the
model may or may not think
your images by themselves are
worth her time. Don't
take it personal if a model
declines a TFP offer -- she
may have enough images of
herself in your style, or she
may be too busy not to accept
some kind of compensation.
-
As
a general rule, better
photographers will need better
models, and better models deserve
better compensation (at least
that's my thinking). As your
skills increase, you may have to
find ways to find better
compensation. Speaking
personally, my skill increased
greatly when I
started accepting donations on
this web site, and those donations
in part helped me find the funds
to pay better models. Or, in
other words, as we get older, our
hobbies become more expensive;
some hobbies will have to generate
some income in order to help pay
for themselves.
-
Know
your limits. Sometimes a
model need more compensation than
you can afford. If this is
the case, be professional &
supportive. Make a counter
offer -- most models expect this.
If you can't agree to a rate, it's
okay to say "Sorry, but I
can't afford that" and walk
away. But never, never,
never act insulted or huffy, never
call a model
"irrational", never
lecture the model, never tell the
model she's not worth that,
etc. Do that often enough,
and you'll run out of models.
-
I
know that several models have been
generous to me (and I greatly
appreciate it!). Sometimes
this is because they know that I
really don't have a real job, and
I can sometimes be strapped for
cash. Sometimes this is
because I strive to help them out
(for example, I'll send out e-mail
notices to local photographers
when a model is looking for
work). Sometimes, for
traveling models I've met &
feel comfortable with, I'm willing
to put them up in my guest
room. I've helped models
with web sites. I've helped
models create business
cards. I have a local
resource page that lists
information (including available
models); I share this page with
traveling photographers. I
strive to create an artistic
community in the area. All
these factors contribute in subtle
ways on occasion.
For
Models:
-
It
doesn't hurt to understand what
the local going rate is.
Talk with local photographers
& models.
-
Especially
talk to local models -- they are a
great resource & are often
willing to share information
including how much modeling fees
they are able to collect. In
particular, try to find models who
have worked for your
photographer. And
by the way, local models will help
you avoid those photographers who
are worth avoiding. One
note, though -- not all models are
paid the same rate; don't be
surprised if you can't get the
same rate as the top model in the
area, especially if you don't have
the same level of experience or
skills.
-
It's
also a good idea to know something
about your photographer.
Some are cheapskates, some are
simply strapped for cash, some are
hobbyists, some earn revenue
through photography.
Some might have a style that is
new or interesting to you, and
it's always good to extend the
range of your portfolio (i.e. you
may be more open to TFP with some
photographers than with others).
-
You
get to set the amount that
satisfies you. If the local
rate is less than that, you may
not be able to find work.
-
Don't
agree to terms that aren't
satisfactory to you. Some of
the best deals you make are the
ones you walk away from.
Accept only those deals that will
allow you to arrive at the sitting
with the right attitude.
-
It's
up to you whether you want to
include TFP or CDs as part of your
negotiations.
-
Don't
renegotiate the fee once it has
been agreed upon (unless of
course, the photographer changes
the parameters of the sitting).
For
Both:
-
This
is a negotiation. Prepare
for some give-and-take, and
definitely don't agree to a rate
that would leave you feeling
resentful.
-
Sad
but true -- the person who makes
the first offer (first one to
mention a price) is at a
disadvantage.
-
If
you don't like an offer, make a
counter offer or walk away.
Don't get huffy.
-
Remember:
just because one side wants $X,
that doesn't mean the other side
should accept or can afford $X, and
there is nothing personal about
that.
-
If
the two of you can't reach a
middle ground, be sure to part
ways without any emotional
outbursts. Who knows,
someday perhaps you will work
together. Don't burn
bridges. Don't punish the
other side if you can't reach an
agreement.
-
Models
talk to models, and photographers
talk to photographers -- if a
negotiation fails with hard
feelings, your ability to make
future agreements can be at
risk. Treat each other with
professional respect, even if (or
especially if) you cannot reach an
agreement. Or, in other
words, a news of a bad,
unprofessional negotiation will be
spread around.
Final
thought: Finding,
selecting, and negotiating with the
"right" model is a crucial
part of the artistic process, and the
money issues can be distracting.
Be fair, be generous, be considerate,
be respectful, and things will work
out.
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How
Do You Find Such Beautiful Women?
January
17, 2005 |
I'm
writing this less than a week after
posting Jessica's
second sitting images. On
the day of our sitting, I walked over
to the Light Rail stop to meet
her. The stop, near the Central
Library, was crowded, and the day was
cool, and I was struck by how she
blended into the crowd of
pre-Christmas shoppers. Jessica
is about 5'4", and she was
wearing jeans, a comfy sweater, and a
warm jacket. When she
first posed for me, about a year
ago, she had purple hair, but now her
hair was a natural brunette. On
the street there that late morning,
Jessica looked like every young
college student I've ever seen.
Our eyes met, she smiled, we embraced,
we walked back to my house, and we
made several beautiful images.
There
is a scientific principle -- I'm sorry
but I don't recall its name -- that
basically says that the act of
observing a phenomenon changes
the phenomenon. I think that
this is central to all good
photography -- photography is all
about light & observation.
During our interactions, my affection
for Jessica has grown. As I've
said, she is a very impressive young
woman, and when I get her in front of
my camera, I get a moment to take a
deep breath, and then I get to look at
her. I look at her, and I see
her. You might see a lovely,
athletic, nude woman, but I see a
bright, curious, hard-working, sweet,
energetic, natural talent.
I
should point out that I don't feel
friendly and/or close to most of my
models. Usually, it is
sufficient for me if my models leave
the sitting feeling respected &
appreciated; it is definitely a bonus
if she leaves feeling happy &
excited to see the resulting
images. In nearly all of my
sittings, this is what happens.
Occasionally, I run across a model,
and we just don't have the right
chemistry. It's no one's fault;
it's just something that
happens. That's rare, but it
happens. With Jessica -- I
greatly enjoy the time I get to spend
with her, whether it's when we are
making pictures or when we are just
touching bases on the phone.
So,
the real question is this: how
does my affection for Jessica
contribute to the resulting
images? I contend that it has a
great impact. She is comfortable
& confident when she is posing for
me.
When
I look at photographs of people
(clothed or not), I often finding
myself looking for that kind of
contact between the model & the
photographer. There is an awful
lot of stuff going on during a
sitting: one has to place
lights, calculate exposure, compose
the photograph, instruct the model,
get the right angles, check how the
background is contributing to the
photograph, keep an eye on the time,
make sure that we aren't running out
of film, ensure that the camera is
appropriately set, and all such
details. But what separates
beginners from advanced photographers
is that advanced photographers can get
all those details right while managing
the relationship with the model.
I see tons of photographs of models
who have nothing to do but sit around
& zone out; I don't much like
these photographs. It is better
to engage the model.
So,
how do I find such beautiful
women? First, I've got to
believe that they are
beautiful.
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Mystery
Photographer
August 22,
2004 |
| Several
years ago, when I was making dance photographs, I had lunch at The Good
Earth with my dancer friend, Kristy. We were there mostly just to
get together, but we were going to discuss her dancing for me.
Once we sat down & ordered, she showed me some other photographs of
her dancing. I glanced at them & said, "I can tell you a
lot about the person who made these photographs."
"Oh? What
can you tell me?"
"I can tell you
that the photographer used a 35mm SLR camera, was about 5'7" tall,
was female, and had brown hair."
Kristy's eyes got
wide. "That's amazing! How did you do that?"
Well, the 5'7"
was easy. I'm about 6'0", and Kristy was about
5'4". Whoever made the photographs held the camera up to her
eye, and the perspective was higher than Kristy's eye but lower than
where my eye would be. Thus, I was able to deduce the height of
the photographer and the fact that she used a SLR. By the quality
of the prints & the graininess of the film, I was able to guess that
35mm film was used.
"Okay. But
how did you know that the photographer was a woman?", asked Kristy.
That's a little more
difficult, but women tend to approach photography differently than
men. Their sense of composition is different. More often
than not, men tend to align one edge of their photographs with the
horizon, while woman are not so constrained by gravity. Kristy's
photographs were at all sorts of angles -- if she pointed one arm
towards the sky, the photograph's edge would follow the line of Kristy's
arm. In addition, in nearly all of these photographs, Kristy's
head was dead center in the picture, and the photographer didn't care
that the background was distracting -- there was an open door in the
background, or a chair, or all sorts of irrelevant objects. Men
care about things like that -- they tend to want everything inside the
image frame to be relevant; women just tend to center the object of
interest. By looking at the style of the photographs, I was able
to guess with a good amount of certainty that the photographer was a
woman.
(Try
that yourself sometimes. Look at a photograph or a painting or
some other kind of visual art, and try to guess whether the artist is
male or female. Once you get the hang of it, you'll find that
you are right 80% of the time. If you are an artist yourself,
being aware of this difference can help you experiment with different
styles. Go ahead -- give it a try.)
"Okay, I can see
that," said Kristy. "But how did you know that Jean had
brown hair?"
"Lucky
guess."
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Belly
August 20, 2004 |
(Accompanied
by slaps on the belly, usually in the shower)
I got too much
belly (slap-slap-SLAP-slap-SLAP)
I got too much belly (slap-slap-SLAP-slap-SLAP)
I got too much
belly,
Gotta waddle 'cross da floor,
I got too much belly
Gonna eat some more.
I got too much
belly (slap-slap-SLAP-slap-SLAP)
I got too much belly (slap-slap-SLAP-slap-SLAP)
Peanut butter
cookies,
And choc'lit mousse,
Gonna eat 'em all up,
M'belt's never loose.
I got too much
belly (slap-slap-SLAP-slap-SLAP)
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Old
School Photography
June
29, 2004 |
This
web site has been around since late
1997. Here you'll find dozens of
models, over 2000 images comprising
over 50 different photographic
sessions. And I realize that I
haven't talked much about how I got
started in photography or how I
learned to do what I do. So,
here goes.
When
I was about 14, I spent one summer at
an art school in Michigan. I
originally went to work with film, but
my films were pretty awful. The
good news, however, is that I
discovered that I had an innate
appreciation for good light.
With a borrowed Pentax Spotmatic SLR
camera, I made tons of portraits of my
friends at the school, and many of
those were very good. Those
portraits were particularly
inspiring. I returned from that
school with an interest in
photography, but I had no equipment.
The
following school year, I was walking
around my neighborhood & stumbled
upon a friend's father who was packing
up some photographic equipment to be
carted off. I volunteered to
take the lot off of his hands, and
that was that. On that day, I
got my first camera, as it turns out,
it was a classic -- an old Nikon
S or S2 camera (I'm not sure
which, but I suspect it is an S2) --
that camera is about as old as I
am. The collection also included
darkroom equipment -- I don't have the
enlarger anymore, but I still use the
trays & tongs.
Anyhow,
I got an Army surplus gas mask bag, in
which I carried the camera, its
filters, extra film, a light meter, a
gray card, lens cleaning materials,
and other various gadgets. It
got to the point that I carried that
camera everywhere -- it was totally
natural for me to sling that Army
surplus bag over my shoulder as I went
about my day. And I'd highly
recommend that to anyone, especially
people just starting out. The
things I photographed:
By
the time I got to college, I was in
the habit of exposing about 2
36-exposure rolls of film each &
every week, and I'd print maybe a
third of those. I felt naked
without that camera bag -- it followed
me everywhere, including to
class. Heck, it felt weird to
leave it behind when I went to the
bathroom!
Sometime
during college (in Northern Vermont),
I tried my first nudes, but I wasn't
comfortable or ready with it.
For the most part, I photographed
landscapes & portraits. Also
during college, I took my first &
only photography course, learning the
basics of film exposure, film
development, and printing. But I
hung out with the other photographers
a lot -- I remember our "photo
orgies"; trips for photography
only. I remember being stranded
on the coast of Maine for a few days,
doing nothing but making pictures
& eating frozen Jello.
There
were some to-be famous people at that
college; I have photographs of David
Mamet & William H. Macy long
before they became famous (well, Mamet
was semi-famous then, but Billy
certainly wasn't -- he was a fellow
student who lived in my first
dorm). Remember, this was the
early 70s.
Gradually,
I grew up, I guess. I graduated
college, worked in social services for
a while, went to grad school, earned a
M.S. in Computer Science, and got a
"real job" as a software
engineer in California. I was
offered a position in New Hampshire,
and I seriously considered it because
I loved living in New England, and I
loved living in New England because of
the wonderful natural light
there. But in the end, I took
the job in California because the Bay
Area was the old stomping ground of
many of the photographers I admired
(like Edward Weston).
Somewhere
along the line, I lost my youthful
vitality, and the "real job"
/ career took up much more of my time
& energy. Plus, the general
overhead of being a grown-up (e.g.
laundry, insurance, taxes, grocery
shopping, cooking, house cleaning,
etc.) -- all this ate into my
photography time. I entered an
artistic dust bowl -- I didn't do much
photography, and the old stuff just
wasn't inspiring to me. I was
concerned about losing my photography
because of my job & my grown-up
responsibilities.
A
significant turning point came when I
read a notice in a local paper -- it
was a call for auditions to a local
production of A Chorus Line.
I didn't want to perform, but I
figured that I had never photographed
dancers before, and perhaps the
production company would welcome a
photographer. As it turned out,
there's this scene in the show where
the dancers all hold up head shots, so
they needed a photographer. They
were very, very, very, very, very
supportive there, and I threw myself
into the production, helping with
everything. And we had access to
the theater -- several dancers stayed
late to do some dance photography,
while the director stayed late with us
to run the lights. We created
some terrific dance photographs --
many of the dance photographs on my
web site came from that
production. I consider the dance
photographs to be some of the most
creative stuff I've ever done.
(If you haven't looked at the dance
photography, you
should.) After the
production completed, I continued
doing some dance photography for
several months, but doing that kind of
dance photography was logistically
difficult.
Soon
after that, I started doing nude
photography. I did it because I
thought it would be difficult & a
challenge, especially the part about
finding people to model for me and
being comfortable being with them
while they were unclothed. I
won't talk much about that -- there's
plenty here on this web site to learn
about my nude photography.
The
interesting thing is that this:
just before I did the dance
photography, I moved from 35mm to
2¼" camera. I think I had
a twin lens reflex camera for a while,
but I didn't like it; at this time I
had a Bronica ETR camera, which made
negatives that were 2¼" x
1¾". Now I use a Bronica
GS1 camera, which makes negatives that
are 2¼" x 2¾". Guess
what -- neither of those cameras fit
into an Army surplus gas mask
bag. I started doing studio or
production sessions exclusively, and
lately I've been missing the casual
aspects of carrying a camera around as
I go about my day in my
neighborhood. That's one of the
advantages of the new digital
camera. Go
look at the pictures I make with it.
Look
at this recent picture -- I like
it a lot. Those pictures feel
like the old days to me -- they might
not be high art, but I enjoy it,
especially since I don't have to
devote darkroom time to those images.
Summary:
it's never a bad idea to bring a
camera along. Don't take your
photography too seriously. Be
willing to make an image of anything
at any time. The goal of
photography isn't the photograph --
the whole idea is what you go through
to make the
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"Summertime"
June
7, 2004 |
| It won't
be a surprise to you, but I am a visual person. While I only have
skills as a photographer, I am a great admirer for drawings, paintings,
and sculpture. Last week, I went to an evening gallery opening --
one of the larger art galleries in town had an open house. As I
wandered among the paintings (good stuff, but not great), I became
immediately aware of someone playing the piano in the background.
First off, the selection -- the musician was playing Summertime,
from Gershwin's Porgy & Bess. My favorite genre of
music is the intersection between blues & jazz, and if I were to
draw up a list of the best songs ever written, Summertime would
be in the top five. In fact, in my CD collection, there are at
least three versions of this song on various CDs, and I believe that
this song appears on over 2000 albums. Most versions are all fully orchestrated and all feature
someone's vocals, but this was a solo
piano rendition.
But by no means did I
feel cheated -- I love this song because it is both simple &
complex, because it expresses contentment & yearning at the same
time, and because it stirs me. This pianist was doing a wonderful
job -- just 10 fingers & 88 keys, but the performance had depth
& distinction. The style was interesting -- at all times, the
performance was faithful to the song's score, but there were lots of
fascinating riffs & explorations. Some worked well, some
fumbled & were abandoned, and throughout that wonderful bass line
kept everything together. Professor
Longhair, the progenitor of the loose style of piano playing (a
style adopted by Harry Connick, Jr. and Dr. John), did this -- he
embraced the song, and he may stumble in places, but in all, his
humanity further enhanced the performance. (Professor Longhair's
rendition of the New Orleans classic, Tipitina, is the best.)
| I
am reminded of an anniversary party I attended a dozen years
ago. In attendance was a woman who was a popular singer in
the early 60's, and as a gift to the celebrating couple, she
sang an anniversary song for the gathering. Technically,
she was close to perfect -- with great concentration, she hit
every note, kept perfect time, and in all gave us a performance
that was, frankly, a bit lacking in humanity. I can't
define it, because every note was perfect, but because her focus
was on the technique & not the song, the performance was,
well, empty. Afterwards, she asked everyone in attendance
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That was an
intriguing aspect of this performance of Summertime -- the
pianist wrapped the song around their shoulders & pranced around the
room, with no regard of whether he/she was dancing a classical ballet or
a silly fandango. Suddenly, he/she would double the tempo, for
just a little while, or slow it down & embraced the bass line.
I stopped seeing the paintings & sculptures & just listened to
the piano.
I turned a corner in
the gallery & caught sight of this piano player. To my
incredulous surprise, the person playing the piano was a 13
year old girl! She was wearing a simple white blouse & a
modest skirt, but she would have been more comfortable in a pink T-shirt
with unicorns & rainbows on it. I was simply floored that this
... child ... was able to take a complex song like this one and produce
the best performance of it that I've ever heard. We aren't talking
about a precocious 13 year old, we aren't talking about someone who is
"pretty good for a 13 year old" -- we are talking about a true
prodigy, the first I ever met or seen.
And in this is a
lesson -- unlike the anniversary party singer, she was unconcerned about
achieving a perfect performance. She was also unconcerned about
mundane life requirements like a mortgage or insurance or laundry or
grocery shopping. It was just her enjoying her song. So she
tries a riff that doesn't work -- who cares? I wouldn't say that
her performance was fearless, although "fearless" would be an
appropriate term if that performance was done by an adult. Rather,
she was blithely unaware of my reaction -- she was simply who she was,
and that was that.
| Years
ago, I had the pleasure of meeting Ruth
Bernhard, one of the best photographers of the 20th
Century. She must have been in her late 70s then, and a
small group of us took a walk. She was holding court for
us, and we were listening to every word she said. But
somewhere along the way, we were conversing & we noticed
that Ruth was no longer with us. We turned back, and there
she was, picking up a pine cone, turning it around, moving it in
the dappled sunlight beneath the trees lining the
sidewalk. She was fascinated.
I'm reminded
that people talked about scientific geniuses like this.
Albert Einstein was said to be childlike in his approach -- he
didn't know or care about what was or wasn't possible; he was
simply in his own world. So are great artists -- the best
ones are childlike; otherwise they can't show us something
new.
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In part, here is why
I don't devote more energy to photography, in particular why I don't
sell photographs. It's all I can do to manage the occasional
sitting, and I am often distracted by worrying about finances (can I
afford the modeling fees?) or the errands I haven't quite gotten to or
... I have a set of expectations for my photography, & I
daresay that you visitors do, too, and while making the images, I wonder
whether they will meet those expectations & whether the results will
be worth the amount of time & money invested in the
sitting. All that makes it difficult for me to experiment, to
try something that may or may not work, to break the rules & let go.
If only we can
approach art as a 13 year old girl would! I wish I could figure
out how to do that! |
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Experienced
vs Inexperienced Models
June 16,
2004 |
Over the
years, I've had the pleasure & privilege of working with dozens of
models (it ain't bragging if it's true). Absolutely every model is
different, and each has her own strengths & weaknesses. I've
also had the privilege of working with some experienced &
professional models, and at the same time, I've worked models with
relatively no experience at all. So, I'm inspired to think about
whether I prefer working with experienced or inexperienced models.
Here's some thinking:
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Pros |
| Experienced
Models |
Inexperienced
Models |
- Professional
models tend to be very attractive.
- Professional
models tend to be very expressive, with their face, their
hands, & their body language.
- Experienced
models know how to move; they keep moving & showing the
photographers different & subtle variations on the basic
pose.
- Experienced
models know how to present themselves well, literally in the
best light.
- Experienced
models take direction easily & quickly. They know
how to take a basic idea & go with it.
- Experienced
models often have suggestions.
- Experienced
models have lots of energy, and as a result, a lot of stuff
can get done in a short amount of time.
- Experienced
models can be clear about their limits without making you
feel that you've done anything inappropriate by asking for
something.
- Like
the photographer, experienced models are aware of the
direction & quality of the light & can present
themselves well in that light.
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- Inexperienced
models tend to be very enthusiastic.
- Everything
is new & exciting.
- Inexperienced
models are often inexpensive.
- It's
a pleasure to introduce new models to new experiences.
- I
take pride in helping new models.
- Inexperience
models often show you poses that are unconventional.
- Inexperienced
models often don't have high expectations; it's easy to
create images that surprise & delight them.
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Cons |
| Experienced
Models |
Inexperienced
Models |
- Because
sittings with experienced models can be productive, they
deserve good (high) modeling fees; thus, working with them
can be expensive. (But let me hasten to add that they
typically are worth it!)
- Some
experience models tend to show you that which made them
successful -- thus, you tend to see poses that you've seen
before.
- Sometimes,
experienced models make me nervous -- will I meet their
expectations, will the results compare favorably with their
previous work?
- Sometimes,
experienced models can be bored or unenthusiastic.
(Note: it's the photographer's job to pump up the
enthusiasm!)
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- You
need to provide a lot of direction to inexperienced models,
adjusting their pose precisely. This slows the session
down.
- Often,
inexperience models are self-conscious.
- Some
inexperience models have blank facial expressions &
don't know what to do with their hands.
- Sometimes,
inexperienced models won't tell you if they are
uncomfortable, but it'll show in their expression & body
language.
- Some
inexperienced models have distracting tattoos, hair styles,
body modifications, etc.
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Best
Of Both Worlds -- The Ideal Model |
- Okay,
I'll say it, I prefer a model who is attractive.
Fortunately, I find lots of women attractive.
- I
love models who are expressive in both face & body
language. You can't be too expressive; I don't even
mind the model who is occasionally "silly", in the
appropriate context.
- I
love models who are enthusiastic. The sitting isn't
about making pictures; the sitting is all about having fun,
and having a model with a great attitude is the best!
- It's
helpful if a model can move. They don't have to strike
a pose & be still until I make an exposure; they should
move & I'll make the exposure at the optimal
point. (Models need to be prepared to repeat
movements.)
- We
must be able to agree upon a modeling fee that we are
both happy with.
- The
best models are the ones who are not self-conscious at all.
- I
like models who are all-natural. I
will no longer photograph tattoos.
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One thing in common
for all circumstances: I always like to give the model feedback
during the sitting. I tell her what I'm looking at, what I'm
trying to achieve, etc. I also let her know that she's doing well
or that she's looking good. It never hurts to encourage your
model, regardless of their experience level.
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